sleep, the elusive prey

Well once again I find myself awake with practically no sleep, I would say that I got none except that at 6 AM when I was planning on getting up I inexplicably passed out, really there's no better way to describe it, I awoke about 2 and a half hours later feeling groggy and worse than I did before, strange how that works isn't it? Anyway it got e thinking again about the last time I had a really good night's sleep, uninterrupted by bad dreams, or trouble actually falling asleep, and truth be told the last time that happened it was the middle of the day and I had been up for 2 days straight, the last time that happened at night, I can't really say, not because it was so long ago, but because it's such a rare occurrence that it's hard to nail down precisely when it happened. I could go back to sleeping pills, but they make me so groggy in the morning, and it means that I have to be asleep before 11 which, sorry, just isn't going to happen in the near future. It's a little ironic that all the advice I've been given from medical professionals about this problem is to exercise more, can't really do that as I push myself to the point of exhaustion every day while working out, I suppose I could work out twice a day but I feel like I'm tempting fate as it is. Anyway point is, none of it seems to work, I've just got a screwed up biological clock that just needs to sync with someone else's in order to work properly. Hm, time to pick up the search for a relationship again? Who knows the answer to that question, it's probably not even answerable, oh well.

Since it's just to plain to see

-Lhocke