Feel better?

Well that's the question I've been asking myself today, do I feel better? I supposed the general answer is yes, I do feel better than I did last night especially since I had so many people around at bike night, I got my own endorphins going, and let my body pump me full of more from the mood of everyone around me. After a comment conversation with a friend on my last post, I realized something that I used to think and then kinda just forgot about. He mentioned that he feels like he sometimes feeds off the energy of others, and it felt suddenly like I was talking with someone who feels that connection. I do feed off of the emotions of others, usually I can tell when someone is upset, or worried before they say anything, just by looking at the way they carry themselves but also, I just feel it. Of course it's not 100% accurate, sometimes I don't feel anything, and other times I'm right about the feeling but not the degree to which the person is feeling it. Oftentimes I find myself wondering if others feel this way, like they can hear the secret meanings behind the words, or feel the problems before they come to light. It's just one of those weird things that I assumed were normal when I was a kid, and then started to wonder about as I saw more and more people acting with complete ignorance as to the effects of their actions. Anyway this is just a short post saying I'm feeling better than I did last night, but still wrapped up in a swarm of emotions, the one most absent that I wish I had is romantic love, or at least someone to hold.

I'll post again tomorrow, thanks for the comments on my last post they really did help. Also please vote on the side of my blog, just curious about how you all feel on the issue